“You might belong in Hufflepuff, Where they are just and loyal, Those patient Hufflepuffs are true, and unafraid of toil.” - The Sorting Hat. You have been properly sorted into Hufflepuff. You are represented by the colors of yellow and black and the elemental of Earth. You are fair, wise, just, and patient with those around you making yourself the best person to lean on when a friend is in need. As a wizard you may do many things before you find your niche, but once you find your calling, you’ll be amazing
The only reason why I’ve been staying at Paxon, & in IB was because of my best friend Shaina, but she’s dropping out… I honestly feel alone now. I mean, it was for the best ‘cause she wasn’t doing too well in IB. So, she’s just switching to honors. But seriously, I’m tired of people leaving me.
w/e I have to sleep. I’ve got my IB oral tomorrow.
Day 10 → Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.
(for personal purposes, no names will be mentioned)
I honestly do need to get over over you. Our friendship, which was only that, was strictly platonic, but I just grew too attached. I wanted to be loved by you, and I wanted to show you how strongly I felt about you. Alas, you graduated & then we never saw each other again.
go to a school that’s ranked top ten in the nation (well, now it’s 42nd)
It’s worth it at an academic stand point, but if you’re looking for lifelong friends, there is a greater chance that you’ll have less lifelong friends. How redundant -_-
Anyway, since everyone wants to go to schools like these, they allow people from all over the city to go to this school meaning that either you’re school to ridiculously far away, or your friends are nowhere near you. For me, transportation is always an issue.
Being a nationally ranked school, it’s definitely going to be difficult. People will be dropping like flies in the middle of their 1st semester of their freshman year. Being an International Baccalaureate school, people would want to stay, but would end up dropping out because the workload in IB is just immense abundant & pretty tough.
The pressure is always on at school. Almost everyone is smart at these kinds of schools. If you’re used to being a “top dog” at a mediocre middle school, you should surely start getting used to being at the bottom of the food chain because there WILL be someone that’s better than you at everything.
Since these kinds of school are ALL about academics, the sports and arts aren’t really that great. Get used to a football team that occasionally wins a game, and a band that isn’t all that great. Oddly enough, our chorus is superb. Don’t get me wrong though, there are MANY talented kids at these kinds of schools, but there parents, & their school forces them to take ALL ACADEMIC CLASSES. I can tell you this from experience, life sucks when you don’t have an elective. I used to always have at least 1 A on my report card, but I don’t have a single A this time…
Dear Paxon School for Advanced Studies, go suck a nut.
to always greet you on your birthday, or congratulate you for whatever you do. Your response always makes my heart skip a beat. I hope you know I’ve saved all our conversations (that are via msg) that meant something to me, or are just funny to me. It may be for a selfish reason, but you’ve graduated now, & I miss you. It’s weird ‘cause we were never really that close, but I hope to be in the future.
Day 08 → Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit.
I have got to treat myself better.
I do believe that everyone’s their worst critic.
I always call myself stupid, but there are plenty of people out there that would kill for the position I’m in. I just have to tell myself that I didn’t get to where I am now because I’m stupid. I’m smarter than I think I am. I just wish I could believe it.
I dog on my musical talents. I despise my voice. I get soooo frustrated at myself when I can’t get a song right. I end up calling myself retarded or something, then just not continue doing whatever I was doing.
Day 07 → Someone who has made your life worth living for.
Honestly, without you, I would not be in IB right now. I would not be at Paxon. I wouldn’t be where I am today with out you. You’ve helped me out in more ways than I could have ever given. You’re the exact kind of support that I need in my life to get through this hard part of my life, ‘cause you know we’re living the life of a college student considering the work we’ve been doing, and will be doing. I <3 you
If it weren’t for you, I wouldn’t continue marching band. I wouldn’t be sooo encouraged to continue singing, playing the guitar, & the uke. I know I haven’t really made those covers that I promised you, annnnnnnd I have not explanation as to why I haven’t made them yet. lol But you also get me so hyped up for college. You’re also there when I need you, & you call me with the most random things to say haha I <3 you
Like I’d be sitting at my desk & without me noticing, my mouth starts to sag a little bit and next thing I know there’s this trail of spit running down my mouth & before I can stop it, it lands on my clothes, or on my desk. It’s annoying.
I received my chapter 4 test back. WOW Worst I’ve ever done, but honestly how am I supposed to learn when he doesn’t teach shit. It’s basically an independent study with him; “Read the book, & do the problems.” He assigns problems that he sometimes can’t even do… What in the world?
Life just really isn’t appealing to me as of right now. There’s always something new to with school, & it’s not like a some random homework assignment, but since I’m in IB I have to be worrying about internal assessments. I really have nothing to look forward to anymore. It’s like I’m living a life with no purpose. Yeah, I’m going to school to get my high school and International Baccalaureate diplomas, but right now I could care less. From what I’ve learned in TOK, how am I supposed to live a life without a purpose?
Today this freshman on the bus overheard me and my friends talking about IB and the kid gets up from his seat all the way in the back and says to us “Are you juniors? ” We respond “yeah? “he says “OH MY GOD YOU EXIST “. Apparently IB juniors are some mythical creatures. Are IB juniors that rare?
I wonder what he’d say if he knew I was an IB SEEEEEE1\1iiiiOOOOOORRRR!
HAHA which kid was this? I wanna go up to him and be all like “Senior year of IB if like DEAAAATTHHHH” lol