The bond between me and my cousins is like no other. I know for a fact that no matter where we end up in the future, we’d always call each other on holidays, birthdays, special events & upcomings, or just ‘cause. It’s really something cool. I love them to death, & I know the feeling’s mutual.
Yeah, there is something wrong. I miss my grandparents. I miss my grandpa that I wish I could’ve been there for. I miss my grandma that I’ve been around my whole entire life; I’m still not used to her absence. I miss my other grandma that I wish I would’ve gotten a chance to know before she passed away. I miss my other grandpa that’s in the Philippines right now; I want to spend as much time as I possibly can before worst comes to worst.
These are my regrets. I regret not being as greatful as I could’ve and should’ve been. I regret that I wasn’t able to spend as much time that I possibly could with all of them. I guess I never suspected that things like this could possibly happen to my family. Well, I guess i knew it’d happen, but just not so soon. I’m still not over it even though it’s been a while now, but I’m moving at my own pace.
& to this day, I can’t believe that just the sound of their voice would make me bawl.
My biggest regret ever is not calling my dad enough. He was deported to Africa when I was in 7th grade. At first it was extremely hard to deal with, but as I got older it got easier to live without him being around. He sort of became the stranger on the phone that I didn’t have much to say to….
So I have this horrible trait of not being able to complete a book series. To this day, I am still procrastinating on finishing “The Series of Unfortunate Events” & the “Twilight Saga”. I try not to read books in a series because of this trait. This is why I don’t want to read Harry Potter, or read the rest of the “Uglies” series.
But this trait boils down to something more profound. It’s not that I’m not able to complete a series, it’s that I don’t want to. If I were to finish them, I’d feel as if the stories that have kept me compelled for hours are done, and they’re just a memory now. It’s like when you don’t know what you want to do for a career, and you’ve just graduated from high school. You think, “What now?” or “What next?” That’s how I feel when I finish watching an anime series or complete a book series, but I rarely complete series. Obviously.
This may explain why I’m horrible at essay conclusions.
p.s. I mean I could always re-read, but the whole process seems too mundane to be repeated once more.
I go on Google every day to see if their banner has changed. Today, 05/21/10, it’s Pac-Man themed ‘cause it’s Pac-Man’s 30th birthday! You can actually play a game of Pac-Man IN the google banner. I love google.
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Hi. I’m Justin Dato. I love peanut butter, & I have cold natured toes. I love everything about music. I’ve been constantly learning something new about music every since the third grade. I enjoy playing the guitar, ukulele, & trombone. I wanna learn howto play the piano and cello. I was born in the Valley. I’ve lived in NV, CA, & currently reside in FL. I plan on majoring in music and engineering. I dream to go to Berklee or UCLA. I will most likely be attending FSU. I enjoy most movies. I’ve only had one relationship, though you could barely call it that since it was only for 10 days. I am of Filipino decent. I laugh at practically everything. I was born in February, on the same date the Hidalgo -Guadalupe Treaty was enacted. I dislike nature, though I find it relaxing to lay on the grass. I take nightly showers. I move more than your average person. I’ve been wearing glasses ever since 3rd grade. I used to bite my nails. I burp in public. I hate farting in the shower. I don’t know what’s gonna happen in the future. I WANT a melodica! I still don’t hve my permit. I’ve only driven frice. I write like a girl & I prefer being cold to being hot.
My biggest regret ever is my inferiority complex. I want to be so many other people, bring them into me to make me a better person. But I’m just me. And although I think I’ve done pretty well for myself, I don’t think i’ll ever be as good as someone else.