The bond between me and my cousins is like no other. I know for a fact that no matter where we end up in the future, we’d always call each other on holidays, birthdays, special events & upcomings, or just ‘cause. It’s really something cool. I love them to death, & I know the feeling’s mutual.
Is there something wrong?
Yeah, there is something wrong. I miss my grandparents. I miss my grandpa that I wish I could’ve been there for. I miss my grandma that I’ve been around my whole entire life; I’m still not used to her absence. I miss my other grandma that I wish I would’ve gotten a chance to know before she passed away. I miss my other grandpa that’s in the Philippines right now; I want to spend as much time as I possibly can before worst comes to worst.
These are my regrets. I regret not being as greatful as I could’ve and should’ve been. I regret that I wasn’t able to spend as much time that I possibly could with all of them. I guess I never suspected that things like this could possibly happen to my family. Well, I guess i knew it’d happen, but just not so soon. I’m still not over it even though it’s been a while now, but I’m moving at my own pace.
& to this day, I can’t believe that just the sound of their voice would make me bawl.
I miss all of you…
Story of my life
I’m never gonna delete my myspace, tumblr, twitter, or facebook because they’d be like a virtual time capsule for me in the future.
I’m terribly unorganized when I write.
So I have this horrible trait of not being able to complete a book series. To this day, I am still procrastinating on finishing “The Series of Unfortunate Events” & the “Twilight Saga”. I try not to read books in a series because of this trait. This is why I don’t want to read Harry Potter, or read the rest of the “Uglies” series.
But this trait boils down to something more profound. It’s not that I’m not able to complete a series, it’s that I don’t want to. If I were to finish them, I’d feel as if the stories that have kept me compelled for hours are done, and they’re just a memory now. It’s like when you don’t know what you want to do for a career, and you’ve just graduated from high school. You think, “What now?” or “What next?” That’s how I feel when I finish watching an anime series or complete a book series, but I rarely complete series. Obviously.
This may explain why I’m horrible at essay conclusions.
p.s. I mean I could always re-read, but the whole process seems too mundane to be repeated once more.
But maybe I should or…
But I guess I can’t be.. Sorry.
Most people that are perfect aren’t real, and most people that are real aren’t perfect. So, which would you rather be?
I collect all of my fortunes from fortune cookies.
If I could only eat one thing for the rest of my life, I’d eat mac n’ cheese because I lovez it.
11 is my favorite number.
and spend all my money on the NX cards. I also used to play, world of warcraft, counterstrike, and runescape. i was a computer game lover. <3.
I dislike it when people use smileys other than these: :) :( :/ :3 :T :P ;) :D :9 [noses are acceptable] I am annoyed by everything else. Especially those faces like T.T <.< WTF Is that?