Every time I get a message from you, I always hold that little ounce of hope in me thinking you’d want to talk to me about unimportant stuff. I’m hurting myself because of that. I’d be lying if I ever said my crush for you is over & you never even knew this was going on. I’m too much of a wuss. Whatever. It’s not like you’d be into me anyway. Emotionally & physically.
I should really start playing the trombone again. Memories are only memories though.
I’m sorry I can’t always be the happy-go-lucky guy that I always am. I’m not always the considerate person that I should be either. Emotions can get the best of me just like everyone else. If you can’t accept me at my worst, than you don’t deserve me at my best.
If only I lived by that rule. I just have to give everyone my all each time. It’s just what I do.
And out of nothing blossomed a whole lot of something
My life was so dull; all I did was work, school, then sleep. I put the guitar down ‘cause throughout October my voice was gone because of work, and then I got sick.
Just recently, due to my obsession with Meg & Dia, I’ve picked up the guitar again. I know I’m not all that great, but I’m striving now. Out of nowhere, my hunger to better myself and my music made me starving to play.
I go to sleep dreaming of practicing, and I wake up wanting to write. Though more than half of my ideas are complete trash, at least I’m trying.
There’s a picture going around that has a quote on it; It goes a little something like this:
"Count your blessings, not your failures."
Let’s shove a little positive energy down our throats, yeah?
If there was ever musical artist that’d be able to get to me in no way I could possibly imagine, I’m not surprised that it’s Dia.
I’ve been through a lot, but little did I know that so has everyone else, and in our similar, but shattered hearts, we find a friendship blossom. Someone’s out there, and they’ll love you. Yeah, there’s a lot of duds, but just realize that there are now 7 billion people on the planet Earth, and not all of them are duds.
What we wear doesn’t matter. As long as you’re comfortable. Who needs name brands when you can find something ten times cheaper amongst the rubbish of a thrift store? Another man’s trash is another man’s treasure. By all means, if you enjoy living the flashy life with racks on racks on racks, be my guest, but for me, I prefer crafting my personal style at a much lower price.
"As soon as you find love, grab onto it and never let go; life is short, and you never know when the next time love will come your way."
Little did I know that these words came with a rebuttal; I took each word to it’s literal definition. In my desperate attempt to find my way through this confusing journey, I caught the hearts of many. Actually, many caught my heart.
Don’t be like me and quickly judge your situation. Take it slow. Define your relationship. Focus on only one person. Trust me, not everything in life is safe. Move cautiously, but take risks.
Of course, what should I know in my 18+ years of life, right? I haven’t even been in a relationship yet. Flirting. It’s all I’ll ever do.
You always belittle yourself. Do you know how many people believe in you? You are great, and only if you’d take a stand every once in a while, you’d see exactly how amazing you are.
Remember what Muller said about the word ‘potential’? He doesn’t like it, and neither should you. You don’t want to be known for almost perfecting something, but not quite being able to do so. Not to sound like a physicist, but turn that potential energy into kinetic and make something happen instead of just sitting there.
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My life has been such a (for lack of better words) blah lately. I haven’t picked up the guitar in a while. I have no intention to do anything productive. I’ve only been existing. I’ve been looking forward to sleep just so I can get away from the world. This is the good life, I suppose. How many hours can one spend lounging around? A lot. Need evidence? Look at me.
I get it from my mother. I guess it’s a hereditary thing. We both seem to leave the face of our situations, and we pray that the problems we leave behind don’t hit us in the face as we close the door.
It seems like the latter is getting the both of us though. We can’t runaway this time. What an unusual predicament. Facing a situation is just so foreign to me. &now it’s chasing us down and about to beat us to a pulp.
I’m terrified, but I don’t wanna show it so I mask it with a laugh. &I look over my shoulder and see my mom doing the same thing.
I learned from a wise drum major that one should prepare for the worst, and hope for the best.
So, wish me luck as I go through the gauntlet. I’m gonna need it.
&he sought for the same high he couldn't live without
I no longer see the point in love. It’s just a monotonous cycle that the general public follows. People have made it a tradition to go to school, get a degree, find a job, and in the midst of it all, find your one true love.
Of course you’re gonna have people that are astray from the path, but who ever said this was the only way to live your life?
“I shall be telling this with a sigh Somewhere ages and ages hence: Two roads diverged in a wood, and I— I took the one less traveled by, And that has made all the difference.”
There are so many paths to take in life, and choices that set you on your journey. Whatever you pick, good or bad, it’s your life, and you should enjoy it.