Ice Breaker

Sometimes I wish that people would think of me in the endearing kind of way. No matter the awkwardness, you’d ask me, “Hey! How was your day?” Can our conversations ever regain their old timbre of innocence or will they always remain stained with impurities?

Chivalry?

Define it? An ever changing courtesy formally used to court a significant other. When did opening doors turns into unzipping pants?

But here I am hoping, wishing, and praying that a classic storyline will be played in front of my eyes, and I’m the main character.

For all I know, you may be writing this script right now. Hurry up, ‘cause this eager reader is impatient.

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I like this post lol

Friend-zoned.

The nicer way of getting rejected, but, still getting rejected nonetheless.

Well, it doesn’t hurt to try, right?

You seriously are a catch! You have a lot more to offer than you know. Anyone would be lucky to have you. You’re so talented. Who else can play as many instruments as you? So just wait, ok? You’ll find someone cool for you. You’ll be happy in the future. Don’t let it get to you.”

As much as I want to believe all these kind words, I don’t. We all live under this logical fallacy that we, as humans, actually have someone for us out there. We ignore the slight possibility that we may, in fact, live a long and lonely life.

If I do end up a statistic, it couldn’t happen sooner. I’m an impatient little boy. I can’t help it; it’s who I am.

“I would give it all to not be sleeping alone.” Ke$ha

It’s the word I’ve been avoiding ‘cause I know it’s true. I’ve only just now realized that it’s truer than true; It’s my reality. Like I said to a friend “I just wanna feel what everyone else feels. I’m jealous & I’m scared that no one will ever love me.”

The truth hurts.

But I’m still young. There’s time for growth and improvement. Now that I know my problem, I can solve it. Baby steps.

Don’t worry Justin, you’ll get there. It’s okay to cry. Let it all out. When you’re ready, you’re gonna be great. Love you.